:)

sittin in a coffee shop
sippin on pop
because thats just how i roll

watchin you work
and you look like a dork
but all in all you make me smile

throwing me candy kisses
as i'm sitting here wishing
that we could just could sit and talk

but your learning the ropes
and throwing around jokes
just to make me laugh

and too bad no one you knew was here
to see you lip sing and dance
oh wait did i just spill the beans ;)

making my messes
for you to clean up
but hey what are big sis's for :)

i'm thinking i'm goin to die
because i told someone special to stop
talking and texting you because u need to focus

oh well the thoughts of my mind
as i sit here in a coffee shop
sippin on my pop :)

suffering...

Struggling, suffficating myself out
finding it hard to breathe
buckling under the pressures
no one but me can see

that i'm dying inside
but just wanting to be free
wanting to be free
of the chains that bind me

the chains seem to become tighter and tighter
the fight in me is really not making the load lighter
sufficating, struggling to breathe
until the spirit dies inside of me

here goes nothing...

well...here's nothing...this will be my blog where my thoughts and my emotions will become actual words on a screen...i think this will be good for me....