Monday, February 1, 2010

just one of those days

You speak to me as if nothings wrong
you smile at me like you've done nothing to me
you act like everything is ok
and that you have done nothing at all to hurt me

but deep down u and i both know
that you have done somethin to me
you have tried takin away one of the things i love
the people that i have fallen in love with

but yet again it doesn't seem to fase you
you just continue talkin to me like its nothing
you say such words that make me cringe
and the words you say fall on deaf ears

i know what i've done wrong
and i know there are concequences for my actions
but why would you do that if you have done it before yourself
but yet your good enough to go tell on me

but do u dare tell them your deep dark secrets
that could potentially put you in my shoes for just one day
i doubt you would and i doubt you even care
bout the hurt i feel inside

but what do i care...
i will survive
i will drive through this huge wall
that has been built by your words and your actions

because i have people on the other side
screaming and cheering me on to push through
because they need me just as much as i need them
and i will not let you or anyone else get in my way....

you may have won one battle
but i promise you
deep down in my soul
i will come out on top and a better person than before!